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Just A Thought ~ 2012 > February 2012 ~ Now I See
February 2012 ~ Now I See

Feb 1, 2012

There are times in our lives when we cross paths with another person who touches us in a way that few people have been able to do. For me these moments have been unrehearsed and unexpected and, as I have grown older, wiser, or maybe even more aware of myself, I’ve noticed how special these moments are while they are happening. And, when the moment is recognized and appreciated by both people I believe it to be a very special gift from the Universe.

I’ve previously written about the connections that we are seeking within ourselves but I am focusing more on the conductivity between souls as if they were predestined to meet for a purpose ~ especially when they are standing at a crossroads in life. Looking back on my own past, I have met total strangers who appeared (and sort of disappeared) out of nowhere and I began to notice that they seemed to appear when I asked for guidance from above. Perhaps some sort of chemistry appeared to be the initial reason for these unusual exchanges but the more often they happened to me with people of various ages, backgrounds and sexual preference the focus was made clear to me. I found myself slowly unwrapping the gift for days after the encounter allowing it to reveal more and more of exactly what I needed to know and learn at the time.

The sincerity of these moments was divinely genuine and encompassed with love. The only judgment I felt was what I contributed to the conversation when I was distrusting the intentions of the person who seemed to be heavenly sent. During the course of these conversations I would realize, to some extent, that this gift was sacred to me and that I was the one who was initially deceived by my own insecurities. The messenger required nothing from me as they delivered the messages and they usually shared their insights and wisdom gained through past experience. Sometimes, I found it easy to get caught up in the moment and be distracted by extraneous thoughts and feelings, triggers and flashbacks though somehow the message would be clarified, simply stated and often more than not, placed right in front of me.

Perhaps it is easier to look back upon a time in our lives when we felt that a conversation or interaction with someone was special to us in some way. Their support gave us the opportunity to see ourselves in the light instead of cast into the darkness and left behind to wallow in our fears and failings. But what if we were able to be present in our lives more often and see the uniqueness in every conversation, in every hug, and in the words that we choose to speak and hear? Would we speak more clearly from the depths of our hearts and souls and, possibly, choose to use less of the seasonings of our past fears and pains? Would we be able to present our naked souls with less discomfort and more appreciation and revere these glimpses for the beautiful gifts that they so truly deserve to be known for in our lives?

Such intimate moments may rarely occur as the pressure in today’s society to superficially give of ourselves without reservation and with little, if any accountability, not only sexually, but morally, and financially. Many people are seduced in to this newfound culture and have lost not only their footing but their homes, their marriages, their friends, their jobs…their lives. They may look back to see where they floundered and see where the road turned ~ where they lost their way ~ becoming entangled in what society “expected” of them by way of their dreams, their relationships, and their purpose. They bought into the powerful influence and deception of the media, of Wall Street, and Corporate America leading some people strangled and disconnected by the arms of addictions living in loneliness, isolation and fear.

Questions to consider may include:
1) What is it that I am looking for in my life when I have looked everywhere to find nothing that I no longer want?
2) Why have I misused marriage in order to find financial security or,
3) Why have do I befriend someone so I will be noticed in society instead of searching for a companion who I may appreciate, know and love in their soul?
4) Why have I settled for fragmented relationships with others and myself?

While we are disguising ourselves in various ways so as to be unrecognizable to others and hide behind our rose colored glasses we need to ask ourselves the basic question of “what am I hiding from…could it be the same thing that I am looking for?” And what if the thing/person/job/goal I had hoped for shows up one day ~ then what do I do? Run, leave, dodge the questions with sarcastic responses or listen to the many voices inside of my head that is telling me to quit, to be afraid or to die?

There are millions of people who are being brainwashed into leading a soulless life with no direction other than what is being programmed into them at any given moment by the media, the politicians, and other venues. How much of your time are you using identifying what is a priority in your life and then applying your energies towards those priorities? If you sense you are unhappy then see where you are spending your time and energies ~ find the leaks, repair them, replace what needs to be replaced or eliminate the problem all together. Yes, it takes discipline and motivation to unearth your leaks but it is worth your time and consideration to honor yourself by each choice you make. And even if you find a reason as to why you are unable to “do the right thing” then do your best in the moment and move forward with that…

Yes, I do believe in Angels and I believe that they appear throughout the days and nights of our lives and disappear from our sight but we are not left alone. Some may have wings to carry you and some may have legs to walk beside you but nevertheless, you may never see the many messengers who quietly, or not so quietly, enter your life, your dreams and hear your prayers. We may never fully realize their presence or worth until their work is done. Remember what is important ~ listen to the message(s). And, if you are listening, then do something. Decisions…decisions. That is what life is about…the ability, the gift, the opportunity to make your own decisions and create your own life. And your Angels are always by your side ~ if you can’t see them, just ask.

Michaelene
Intuitive Consultant (Personal, Business, Hospice)
www.Sun2SoulTransitions.com
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